There are funny posts forthcoming, but it’s not all fun and games, this almost dying thing. I’m glad I can laugh about some of it – really, I’m glad I’m here to have the option of laughing about it! – but there were lots of very poignant moments, too. Which, honestly, are a little harder to write about, but here goes.
After 21 units of blood, while I was still in ICU trying to understand where the last two days of my life had gone, my hemoglobin was still not coming up like is should. Which I think means my body was refusing to make red blood cells. So our OB was pretty much shaking his head, and thinking that I would need another unit of blood if the count hadn’t come up the next time they checked. (I got 21 units, but I’m pretty sure I gave back at least half of one for testing.)
Meanwhile, our dear Fr. Sam came to visit, and brought me the Eucharist. Oh, did I cry. Veronica, if you’re reading this, you would have been proud. I felt bad for crying at him like that, but it was a very moving moment: I was in a hospital bed, tubes coming out of four (I think) separate parts of my body, unable to walk, so completely broken, and my God deigned to come to me. Himself. And Fr. Sam brought Him. It felt like the right time for tears.
Anyway, at the next blood count, after receiving the Body of Our Lord, my hemoglobin was up, just about as much as if I had been given a unit of blood.
Our wonderful, devoutly Catholic OB told us this good news, and said maybe it would be best if he were to just prescribe daily communion.
And honestly, I would have preferred that to the iron pills he did prescribe. 🙂